Monday, 9 June 2014
So many good things!
While I'm feeling so happy I have to write this post! I've been pretty down about certain things lately but some things in life are just fucking great. Not just great. Fucking great.
I came home to visit the family yesterday to do something together for my birthday and we went out for a really nice dinner. A lot of the time I feel more anxious and down at home 'cos of bad memories but I was so excited to see my family it just never came! And I carried on feeling great when I woke up! Usually I wake up with a nervous knot in my stomach and can't eat for a while but I had a cracking breakfast - yes this makes me happy and excited!
I spent today shopping with mam which aside from high street clothes being boring and expensive I had so much fun :) I made cupcakes with my sister and just got another exam result! And did well! It means so much to me that I've done well so far in my first year exams 'cos I spent my last year of school bullied, miserable and had teachers constantly telling me "don't apply to uni, you won't get in" or "science is too hard, you'll struggle" blah blah blah. Well I'd just love to go shove it in their faces. I hate how some teachers only care about how the school looks with it's results instead of encouraging kids. Well I've proved I am good at science and that it was purely depression and anxiety that held me back at a-level.
And I'm just feeling generally grateful for my lovely friends and family, and the smell of red velvet cupcakes wafting upstairs :')
How are all of you? I hope everyone else is feeling great too, spread the love :) xo